Uruha - v.20 [BEFORE I DECAY]

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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Pre-Taiwan Outing and Rich Lemmings

Hi all, i'm back again. My body clock's screwed. i've been sleeping at the weirdest times like 11ams and 2pms and 8ams. But oh well. It's not killing me. I'm just talking to people and meeting people at the strangest times more often.

Tuesday was quite a day for me! I went for my MOE Teaching Scholarship Interview... and I believe i did not do my best. There were questions that left me stunned for awhile, or i got lost in the middle of my sentences and did not know how to continue. Sigh. But it's over, I just hope i didn't fare too badly. After the interview I rushed home for a change of clothes before meeting Jackvic.

Met Jackvic at Heeren, then went over to have Sakura Buffet. After awhile my brother and his friend + gf arrived (made new friends! haha). Yup. so it was me, jackvic, alan, ben and michele. I didn't eat alot that day... I was very thirsty though. Something's wrong with me D: I think i was abit annoying that day. i disturbed everyone for douhua. and there are moments i felt that i wasn't myself. ugh. the past few days before tuesday ate me up. (side note: I was re-watching NANA during those sleepless nights, talk about that later). We went to play Wii after that, then jackvic wasn't feeling well, so ben michele and jackvic went home first. brother accompanied me to have douhua :D talked alot. hahaha. ahh.

Well.. I've been watching Nana again. and cried like almost every episode. there's bound to be something that hits something in me that i will just start crying. Every episode makes me feel intensely for it. There are times i could feel my heart pounding so hard and fast; there are times where just a sentence, or a scene that made all my hair stand as if i felt a spark for it. I feel every emotion they tried to talk about... It scares me, but it makes me feel that i'm not alone. If someone can portray what I deemed as unspeakable out, then i must not be the only one feeling it. It makes me feel more comforted.

Bloody hell, i need money. MONEY! I'm dying to get my hands on that Golden Orb Watch Pendant from Vivenne Westwood. I've lemmed for it for the longest time!!! YEARS! aaaaaaaah! I want it i want it i want it! btw that golden watch orb costs 190pounds HAHAHA!! Meanwhile, i shall wear my silver orb. It's been awhile since i took it out to wear it. :)

Brother and co flying off to Taiwan on Saturday... take care you guys! i will miss all of you! no late nights out and fun for 2weeks plus :(

A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 6:45 PM