Friday, May 29, 2009
IS THIS YOUR FINAL ANSWER?
After talking to 101 people about it and thinking about it rationally myself, i've decided.
i'm staying in NUS........!
went back to MI today and saw some lovely people!
and got nth number of comments on my hair.
wah and that manbitch said that i was an ah lian.
WHATEVER LA, shallow people do not understand subcultures.
okay i just typed that cos i wanted to say smth against him hahaha.
but some other people too la. actually i understand why...
but i've come to terms about it. i think the color will eventually grow on me.
Gonna be tuning my body clock back to normal again cos i'll be tutoring the two boys from nxt week onwards! lots of hardcore mugging and teaching from now on!
i really think i belong to education. what do you guys think? not necessarily a teacher.. but you know, the whole education service altogether. I think somewhere deep down i'm really meant for it. Hmm.
right, im blogging at like what 10plus at night. it's normal right? haha. gonna sleep early today too. The boys are working hard, and i should work hard with them too :)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 10:13 PM
Reita's Birthday + EXCITING UPDATE
oh right i was so excited that day (as in the previous post, may 27th) i totally forgot it's REITA's birthday! So first of all,Happy (Belated) 28th Birthday Reita-kun!♥
i'll do a short intro about him for my fellow readers/friends!
Reita is the bassist of the GazettE. He is really, really good at playing the bass! my cousin who listens to alot of JRock claims that it's been quite awhile since she heard such prominent and heavy bass tunes around. I also enjoy his bass solos as much as i enjoy Uruha and Aoi's guitar solos. not to mention prominent bass openings are also v appealing to me. Curious peeps, you can check the playlist for songs like SHADOW VI II I and SILLY GOD DISCO if you're interested. His visual trademark is his noseband. I used to not pay alot of attn to him cos i think his looks don't change much and there isn't much surprise to his visual appearance. but his looks grew on me and i started to realise differences as time passes. He increasingly has snatched alot of my attention away from Uruha (laughs)
Currently, he is also my laptop wallpaper (i found a really good wallpaper potential picture of him, i just had to use it!)
Well just one more day to the sale of the tickets! and i have to say this:my cousin must be the most awesome cousin on Earth
AHAHA the common interest is really smth that got us together. Can't believe we're doing such crazy stuff together nowadays (despite the huge age gap too). I just checked my email to see this mega-awesome letter:
HAHA LOOK AT OUR REQUEST! 20,000 YEN FOR THE TICS MAN. HAHAHA. when the original is like, 5775yen? lol! but it's kind of like a normal practice according to her. but still, i feel awesome (and not to mention rich for a moment) and can't believe this obsessive dream is so freaking near now. ah...
today she also mentioned that Uruha during lives look even more feminine and tranny-like. All i wanted to say was he looks even prettier in lives. how come ah! i thought photoshoots are supposed to be ubergood? plus the photoshopping and stuff... but somehow wow. Uruha looks even more beautiful on a live. can't wait to see him in person. oh god. I love hot men like him. hot as in literally female hot and hot-prince-in-a-manly-suit kind of hot altogether. (laughs frantically) do i even make sense? lol!
on non-fangirl related stuff, SMU phoned me the other day to offer me a scholarship despite me rejecting them. I got super tempted. but after calming down and thinking rationally, i'm swaying back to NUS. hope MOE phones me soon. ahaha.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:57 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Starting The Ticket Countdown
the limited edition dvd for peace & smile carnival is GONE. GONE!!!
just when i managed to find the will to buy it. (cos my brother agreed to buy it for me!!!) UGH.
omgomgomg 3 more days to gazette ticket sales! it will determine whether i go japan or not!! OMG. i can't breathe properly whenever i think of may 30th (or the boys hahaha)
to make sure i still shower enough interest and passion for the rest of the band, i shall not post a picture or Uruha this time round but a nice, handsome picture of Ruki the vocalist! i love his latest look... Red satin suit and lace gloves. and i think he fits platinum blonde hair damn well cos of his fair complexion. So gorgeous. if only he was taller than me... i will totally love him to bits hahaha.
super handsome right?! ahh...
today i realised that i've been making breakthroughs in understanding their music. i gradually go deeper and deeper into the songs. at first it was all about "hey this sounds good/addictive/nice" but now i hear all the instruments separately, noticing how each member stands out in his own way, while making the whole sound together. This realization made my day. :)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 1:49 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009
For Those Who Have Not Seen Me For XXX Days
phone camera sucks seriously.
red hair rocks.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:01 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Bye Bye SMU, NUS it is.
Accepted NUS' offer. This is it.
tay's going NUS FASS with me. don't be sad la. at least you'll see me. we can do wacky stuff tgt.
she received her local teaching scholarship. damn it la, i haven't got a single call. that day mr ngoei just asked me as well if i received it. shit. I'm starting to freak out. i think MOE hates me.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 1:55 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Out of Pure Boredom
updating while i'm copying my Bleach anime from the DVD to my hard drive.
*currently at episode 168, skipping fillers*
Watching Bleach most of the time. Haven't slept, and it's 2plus pm. hoho.
I just chopped off my nails! those long, beautiful nails that everyone thought was fake/gel nails when it's my own natural nails. It's now about half the length before i cut it. Wow. I didn't even realised how long it grew. Haha.
My mum barged into my room last night to tell me about the flu condition in Japan. apparently the number of infected cases grew more than 10times in like one or two days.
shit you flu virus! if you dare ruin my chance of going to Japan, i swear i will be so goddamn angry. i'm serious.
Yup, and from the above paragraph, i'm implying that i'm going Japan. not only going to Japan, i'm going to a the GazettE live
. Me and cousin planning it. Hopefully we get the tics. then i can strike off more things on my wishlist (:
So... i'm saving up. However, before that i have a few to buy things. most prob gonna ask dad to sponsor abit. If not i will be a begger in Japan.To Buy
1. Peace & Smile Anniversary DVD Ltd Edition (someone offer this as bday present pls)
2. Normaderm moisturiser
Oh yay. the anime's in my hard drive alr. Time to go watch Bleach again. Ending here with a nice picture to make myself even happier:
such kissable lips *giggles* (fangirl mode. lol.)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 2:16 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
My Current Top10 Picks for Manga/Anime Bishounen!
i came up with this brilliant idea of picking my favourite bishounen （美少年） while being on the phone with yuanshan the other day. Since both of us are transforming (actually only me, she has alr fully transformed long ago) into some anime freaks we decided it's time we share our favourite imaginary boys. HAHA.
Do remember to check out Yuanshan
's pick for her top10 bishies! she has watched more anime than me, so i assume she'll have greater variety (and quality) of bishies for you to ogle at. However, both of us do have rather different tastes GENERALLY. Sorry guys, this is just a post to make you feel ugly (haha not funny at all joke but im lazy to press backspace)
Alright, here goes! my current pick for the top10 bishounens that captured my heart (and eyes), not in ranking order
: *click to zoom in!!*1. Tooya （十夜） from Ayashi no Ceres (anime)
Ah. Tooya. I loved Yuu Watase's artwork all the time (there will be more bishies drawn by her shown later). His cool appearance, that low and quiet, yet so true and honest personality. oh man. cannot resist. not to mention his awesome red hair and piercings (!!) super mega cool earrings he's got. The manga version of him is just as pretty/hot, but because in the anime he has red
hair. i cannot resist his red hair. So the anime version wins this time round.2. Kuchiki Byakuya （朽木白哉） from Bleach (anime)
I started watching Bleach recently, thanks to the constant flood of excitement from Yuanshan about the show, and knowing many of my peers actually chase this series. And there's only ONE char that has captured me (currently, i havent finished catching up to the current episode), Kuchiki Byakuya-sama! AHHH! so coooooool. I love his cold appearance, with tons of grace and elegance in his movements. There is this aura surrounding him all the time. Not forgetting to also mention his Senbonzakura!! totally fits his personality, the flowing sakura petals. beautiful and charming, yet unknowingly powerful. And that hidden affection he has beneath his appearance... oh my. Killer combination. *faints*3. Mikagami Tokiya （水鏡凍季也） from Flame of Recca (anime)
For this one, i'll say the anime version wins. I don't really fancy the manga version of Mikagami, because he looks too innocent (face-wise) in the manga. Not that matchy towards his personality. However, the anime team sometimes screw up his looks as well. But when they get it right, woah, hot dude. Long hair that is tied up in a messy ponytail, cool personality, i love his amazing skils, superb intelligence and beneath that the gentlemanly behaviour. Ahh. I have been his fan for quite awhile alr. 4. Kyo （狂） from Samurai Deeper Kyo (manga)
There are two pictures of him cos he takes the form of two bodies throughout the whole manga. I prefer the manga version much more. Okay, besides that, he's not really a bishounen (HAHAHA) but i'm attracted to him. That pair of red killer eyes, his straightforwardness and arrogance, his desire to win and risking his life in the name of being the strongest. Ahh. sometimes i can be quite a saddist. HAHA! i love it when he fights... I love how he has that arrogant grin and face even when he might die. Not to mnetion his original body had long, floating hair that shows his aura *woo woo*5. Hotohori （星宿） from Fushigi Yuugi (anime/manga)
THIS IS ONE TRUE BLUE BISHOUNEN. Beautiful, beaaaaaaauuuutiful face. his warm, loyal affection is charming. And everytime that pair of eyes staring at his love is shown on the manga/screen, woaaaah. i bet the whole world feels the melting surroundings. HAHA! Not to mention the very beautiful long hair he has. Mr nice guy, loyal, warm, charming, willing to die for his companions and country (he's an emperor btw). Role model for people who want to be genuinely nice. HAHA! The manga does show more elegance cos of the flowy hair, but the anime and manga versions are both just as beautiful. Ahh. Yuu Watase does it again. If i'm not limited to one char per anime/manga, easily Nakago and other dudes will get a bishounen award from me too. Fushiyi Yuugi do have a number of hot stuff and bishies. Just to name a few, Tatara, the Urumiya brothers, Hikitsu, Amiboshi, Nuriko (WOAH THIS ONE is a boy that is super MEI NU please) and etc. but i can only choose one *cries*6.Okazaki Shinichi （岡崎真一） from NANA (manga/anime)
Ah. I'm actually attracted to a BOY. He's fifteen in the story. But his practical attitude that sometimes let me feel that he's so much more mature. Love his beautiful charming and kawaii~ face, sense of style (bondage!) as well as his piercings. AHHH. Love it love it love it! esp when he wears that chain that connects his lip piercing to his ear. hot stuff. Btw, he's a sugar mama boy. But i don't look down on him. He has a painful past that makes me even more attracted to him. I'll *cough* sleep *cough* with him *cough* anytime *cough*. (NO, ITS A JOKE. anw he's imaginary. hahaha)
Kenichi Matsuyama played the role of Shinichi in the NANA movie. Take a look! it's awesome:7. Dark from DN Angel (anime)
Ah. i can't say much about Dark, because honestly, i haven't watched DN Angel. HAHA! i know i know, good show etc it's alr out so long ago etc. but i just haven't watched it. But i know, that one time when i came across his picture from the anime, i was attracted to him. Oh man. love the hair, love the eyes, love the aura. I'll make sure i watch DN Angel soon.8. Kaji Aoi （加地葵） from La Corda D'Oro (anime/manga)
First off, I really like Hihara Senpai and Len too! SORRY TO MY BELOVED HIHARAAAA. :( Why did i choose Kaji Aoi over hihara? Because i think Aoi looks good in both the manga and anime, whereas i only fancy Hihara in the anime. But in terms of looks, i really really like both! Sighhhh. La Corda has too many bishounen!! Well anw, Kaji Aoi is soooo good looking... love the hair, the cartilage piercing (!) that looks totally matchy to his looks! and that lean, built look. Not to mention he plays the viola, and is sporty. Good at (almost) everything. And even openly declared he transferred to the school for Hino Kahoko. Wah. I will die of embarrassment if i was her, but it's so sweet toooo! i want!! :(9. zechs from Gundam Wing (anime)
Ah. I call him the typical Prince Charming. He has the typical rich guy, gentlemanly look, with that elegant aura. I won't say he is verrrry attractive but i remember being gaga over him quite a number of times. I think it's just his face. HAAHA! yes he is good looking. The Prince Charming on a white horse kinda handsome. Ahh.10. Kiryuu Zero （錐生零） from Vampire Knight (anime/manga)
I was thinking if i should include him because i am attracted to him at times, but i didn't find him all that pretty or good-looking. But ah. I guess he is cute, if not i wouldn't be attracted, no? I do prefer the manga version over him a little bit more, cos i think his hair is nicer in the manga (HAHAHA) but yeah. and the gun is cool... i love it with the chain and everything. I love it when he has that cool, "i don't forgive you vampires!" look but at the same time the serious face of protecting the ones he treasure. Also love the look when he is a vampire too though *my saddist instincts kicking in* too fatally naughty for me to resist. Hahaha. But yeah. that's how Zero attracted me.
OKAY! that's it! i hope you enjoyed the eyecandy i provided. And yeah that's my current top10 bishounen that makes me go gaga. I'm sure i will discover more in the future and thus the list will slowly change... And even with top10 now there are many that i've not listed too!
I realise i'm attracted to boys with long hair, but still pull off the manly look. and red hair and red eyes are things i go crazy about. Ahh. Teehehe. I DO HAVE RED HAIR NOW! LOL. so proud of myself. Oh, and piercings. oh my, hotness. Ah. this was a long entry. That's it for now! hope you liked the long update!
Labels: Top 10
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 2:24 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
ah. it's been awhile.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 1:15 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
love, sing, live.
like you've never been hurt beforesing
like no one can hear your voicelive
like there's no tomorrow
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 2:17 AM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
New Layout - the GazettE
Tadah. New layout.
Love my header so much <3
Cos it's made by me. nice right. HAHA.
Anyway, I just couldn't resist making a new blogskin featuring them. Keeping a whole collection of their photos (esp so much Uruporn♥!) and not making them into anything for showcase is such a waste.
In case you don't know (since like >50% of you are so not into eastern subculture), the band above is known as the GazettE. They're a JRock / Visual Kei band.
Then you're gonna ask what on earth is Visual kei?
It is a form of subculture in Japan. Visual kei translates literally into "visual style". Hence, the band members / singers are usually dressed to bring about a striking visual effect to the audience. this includes striking make-up, elaborate clothing and hairstyles. And YES (like how i've been asked nth times) this includes cross-dressing, or mixture of masculine and feminine characteristics. As long as it brings about a significant impact in terms of visual effect, it is part of the whole movement of visual kei. if you get the "WOAH" or the "OMG" or the "WHAT THE" thought the second you look at them, yes! they've succeeded in bringing out the visual kei element.
also... no, this does not mean they're all gay. although there might be/are some, not all of them are. most of them are your typical straight men.
Anyway, the above pictures of them are really, really toned down alr. they literally look like a boyband to me up there. lol. i don't want readers to jump in and get a scare every day. HAHA. run a search or ask me for pictures if you're curious about how they usually look like.
and of course, YA LAH! one of the guys above is the ultra mega pretty boy. haha. Uruha♥
well life's been on a repeat mode. wakeup, gazette, anime, sleep. put on repeat.
yeah that's about it. i'm so glad i've done something more productive today. like producing a blogskin. hurhur.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 1:32 AM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
My First Mention of Uruha + More Sadness
okay. so the previous post i mentioned i was gonna blog about this ultra-mega-pretty dude. He is actually...... *drumroll*..... Uruha from the GazettE.
Unfortunately i do not wish at this point of time to post a picture of him because i am (1)lazy, (2)no mood to do so. i will write a proper entry abt him when i (finally) feel better...
Moving on feels so horrible.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:45 AM