yiting aka LAYLA ♥
19 June 199o
ad2 class of 'o8
ガゼット the GazettE (esp Uruha ♥)
摩天楼オペラ Matenrou Opera (esp You ♥)
Artsy Fartsy stuff
Good A Level Results (: Favourable TIP Assessment new ipod (:
how about losing even more weight
a sheltie puppy
more shoes! a new bag! or bagssss. (:
NANA Rocking Horse Boots
Westlife: Back Home Album
10 Years of Westlife DVD
Westlife: Greatest Hits Tour DVD
anything that is not in my discography collection yet Trip to Japan (: Watch the GazettE live (: HERESY Membership (:
Sony Ericsson SATIO or
A DOCOMO!! P-Series esp! a DEALDESIGN accessory (:
Master my Japanese
should i make a GIF, to display all my 6 headers? but it'll take damn long to load. and should i post this layout up to my blogskins? it's been ages since i updated there.
edit: HAHA i found the random header picker script. GUYS, keep refreshing. then you will see the header randomly change to one of the 6 headers i created. COOL OR NOT. and i added this to my blogskins.com hahaha.
another edit: someone on LJ requested for an Uruha x Ruki header... and i made one HAHA. so now there's 7 headers. i so love myself today.
another edit (again): another request! Reita x Uruha (seems like my Uru-pon is hotcakes 8D, everyone wants a piece of him!) so now i have 8 headers. have fun refreshing my blogspot. LOL
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 4:00 PM
i am soooooooooo freaking tired from making the new headers and layouts.
Yes, you've read it right. i made new graphics again. hahaha. 6 headers, 1 Livejournal layout (my first time trying!) - coding LJ layouts is a PITA. i swear. it was so draining. See my new headers and layouts here
I will code Blogspot layouts using the new headers maybe tmr or something. i'm just so tired now.
Oh, by the way. SARAH CHOO if you ever appear on my blogspot: My room has been smelling like malboro menthol lights for days alr. HAHAHA. yes i did air my room after that but i think my air con has been smoking.
THATS IT. IM TIRED. KTHXFORREADINGBYE
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 4:33 AM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Just Here to Share Some Gazelove.
I'm stamped as URUHA in gaze_rating, a LiveJournal community where people vote to see which gazeboy shares the most similar personality to you. There is a vote for which gazeboy is best suited as your lover as well.
my votes were Ruki2,Uruha3,Reita1. (voting closes after 6 votes) i always thought i sounded like Ruki... lol. maybe i haven't seen enough Uruha interviews to know if i actually shared so many similarities with him. But yeah. From the votes i guess i'm in between Uruha and Ruki (the reita voter contemplated between Ruki and Reita but voted Reita in the end).
For fellow gazette fans, maybe you'll like to head down to this community and find out who other fans think you behave like in the band.
and mm i spent some time making some icons (my first attempt). if you guys are interested, it's found in my LiveJournal. From there you guys will most probably find out about my surprise too lol.
Ahaha. Will take a proper photo soon, about my surprise. Most probably next week. hafta wait for the complete surprise to be done. Well that's all for now!
Ja ne, minna-san~
p/s: i woke up extremely late today. i guess i was exhausted. by the time i woke up i was left with only 2 hours to evening. couldn't start my closet cleaning at all, since my main light is still spoilt. my nightlamp is too dim for me to clean my closet. i guess i'll do it another day.. most prob wednesday.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 9:39 PM
Behind this light, there wasn't freedom
Hey readers... i'm back.
well i didn't disappear to anywhere. just didn't really blog after that frenzy of posting so many gazette-related posts straight within a period of like one or two days. i went on with my normal life as usual, tutoring and then resting and stuff.
well ytd i had a day off from tutoring and i sorta cleaned up my room. well it's all done now, except my closet which i'm dying to clean because it is in such a BIG MESS - i'm so going to clean it tmr cos i'm free. while i was cleaning... i found fragments of *stuff* lying around and can't help but start thinking again. it's not like i haven't learnt or got used to being alone again or whatever - i always enjoyed my space. maybe it was how everything ended. without a proper closure on my part makes things extremely... nostalgic? not really the exact feeling.. cos i had a negative connotation to what i felt. mm... maybe i just felt like i wanted someone to be here with me.
i think i got used to things lying around... not noticing it. but when i picked them up again i was like, should i just throw it away? should i return it? does he still want all these etc... it was as if i was deciding on smth that will change my life. that kind of major decision kinda feeling. and then while i made it relatively easy and calm to come to terms with it, i looked at my closet and realised i have so many more items i had to look at and deal with. and before i knew it i started tearing.
well.. it was quite a bit of an internal emotional struggle in me. but after awhile i think i slowly let it go while i continue cleaning up my room. then sarah came to stayover cos she needed my help with her assignment. So i kinda got distracted... and didn't really harp on it too much. i srsly had lots of thoughts running through my head... but the distraction was good. it got it off, and now even as i wanna blog abt it there are many things i cannot recall.
well as for today, i only slept 2hours odd cos i only slept at 8am. woke up @ 10 30am when sarah had to leave. pulled myself up for Jap class - yes i'm back in Jap class! taking ele2 now~ was given the Katakana table, and the first thing i did was search for "RU" and "KI" and hoho, of cos it looks like Ruki's name (like duh). then i was so amused i went on to scribble ルキ (Ruki) all over my paper. LOL. well Takatsuka sensei... i think he was abit disappointed or frustrated? cos many of us cannot remember what we have learnt previously. our answers were all in pieces and stuff. and the lesson proceeded at such a pace that it was pretty tiring to just keep up with the speed. I gotta take some time off to study Japanese properly.
Well i've many things running in my head recently... since the cleaning up. i leave you with this verse from the song, Miseinen （未成年） by the GazettE. i know i've just been screaming and filling this blog with fangirlism, but now it's time to show you that their lyrics and meaning, do speak of emotions that i, as an average human, can feel so much for. i think such actions speak louder than words. i can scream i love gazette a thousand times and see no one feel anything, while it'll mean something to people around me when i hear the verse below and just tear.
the GazettE - 未成年
強がってばかりじゃ本当の顔忘れちゃうから Acting strong will just make you forget your real face so, たまに力を抜いて誰かに頼る事も大事です It's important to extract power and depend on someone once in a while. 傷付いて…泣きたい時は大空に向かって大声で叫んでみて Being wounded, being injured, being hurt; During the times when you want to cry, face the vast sky and cry out as loud as you can.
I don't want forget to myself I want to be as I am ..
---- last note: i think i don't need to hide anything on the other side anymore. what i want to say will be here, and what i don't feel like saying shall be left unsaid. i've learnt how to speak what i want to say with everyone watching me. even if i don't get what i want or what i idealised, at least i'm not losing myself.
for this, ガゼット、 ありがと。 (gazette, thank you.)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:41 AM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
THE INVISIBLE WALL - FULL SONG
YES, I KNEW I READ MY JAP RIGHT SOMEHOW. SOMEONE GOT IT OMG THANKS TO WHOEVER GOT IT~
THIS IS SO MUCH MORE AWESOME. yes, i'm loving this song! -still a little turned off by the verse-chorus transition-
THE GUITARS ARE AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE~ URUHA-SAMA! AOI-SAN! <3 <3
but... i do think it's too not spectacular to be the main song eh... *hides from any crazy fan trying to kill me for saying that*
okay, so my opinion now is: i think the song is awesome!! but i thought being the main song it could have been much more impressive. But it's so adventurous in terms of production! loving the transitions!!
most of my opinion below still stands. but now after hearing the whole thing i feel that it's much better (maybe cos of sound quality too). and i'm too lazy to be detailed now... it's 4am near to 5am and i haven't slept enough for the past few days.
Up to standard for a gazette song, but i expected abit, just abit more. can't wait for my DIM album to arrive!~
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 4:37 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
THE INVISIBLE WALL PV LONG PREVIEW
FANGIRL MODE FIRST OMG URUHA AND RUKI OFFICIALLY BECOME THE HOTTEST MEN ON EARTH. okay, uru retains title, but ruki OMG OMG OMG HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT
*DIES AT EVERY FLICK URUHA DOES WITH HIS NEW MEGA SMEXY HAIR AND EVERY SIGHT OF HIS NEW GUITAR*
I CAN BARELY TYPE PROPERLY OMG and fuck, aoi is actually so hot here i actually LOVE him! so there, i think i love all the gazeboys now!!! WOOOOOOO
MY BROTHER WAS RIGHT - I should have just checked into hospital. *hyperventilates* END OF FANGIRLISM
okay, time for an objective and serious review. on my birthday, the 30second preview was released. the 30second preview killed me. i thought the chorus was fantastic. then i downloaded Radio Jack's preview of the intro. i was very intrigued to find out how the transition and development of the song will be like cos it is very obviously different in terms of mood/emotion, altho the style and stuff tells you it's from the same song.
so today (while i was forced to be out) the LONG PREVIEW was released (as above). sorry to ling and some other friends, my bad. my jap still has a long way to go. so it's not the full song, but a longer preview.
erm... honestly the intro (since i heard it before on RadioJack on my birthday) i thought it was awesome. i looooove it. I like the melody (but honestly, and not being biased, i don't LOVE the melody yet *leaving space cos my opinion might change as i listen to it more*). I was very attracted to the transitions too... the whispering (oh god i thought it was damn good and a good change cos i'm kind of tired of Ruki's loudspeaker voice - it's so overused) the beginning dark, heavy piano and then the sudden change to heavy guitars and stuff, and the different jumps in the verse BUT
...i was a little disappointed about the end. i thought the way the song transited into the chorus was abrupt, and... somehow it doesn't link? am i the only one that feels that way?
it's obvious that the band is trying out new stuff again - i love that attitude of theirs, always finding challenges. But this song is soooooo gazette as well. they retain originality while breaking barriers. i like. i just hope the full song will be spectacular.
however in terms of their sound, i think it has grown in terms of their skill. I think the guitars were awesome here - aoi and uruha were the main attention. Kai's drums have jumped tremendously, i love the arrangement. Ruki's vocals sound just as strong as previously.
what i think they're trying to do with this album is to find some form of coherence among themselves as each of them improves differently and how their taste and style may have changed. I feel that the song was obviously very adventurous in terms of production, but in terms of sound i think they were really trying to blend in... like as if they're thinking how to tone each other down while not losin the shine.
maybe i'll slowly grow to understand that weird transition... Well, it just shows how much previews can do. just a minute more and opinions can change. This is just my honest feelings and opinion about this song currently. I'm sure when the full song comes out i will have a totally different view and opinion about it. There's this thing about gazette's songs that previews just cannot do their songs justice. you will never know until you hear the full song.
there. this is just my honest and humble opinion. I don't play any instruments, i don't really know anything about skills etc... but i do listen to my songs carefully. and honestly i go by emotions and instinct. So this is how i feel. And i'm being rationale here, i may be a fan of theirs, but it doesn't mean i cannot take constructive criticism. I admitted i was abit disappointed at the end. so friends if you listened to the preview, feel free to tell me what you think about it.
*plays preview again to stare at Uru X Ruki*
edit: oh. i realised smth. visual kei "ruined" me. Must be people like Ruki and Saga corrupting my mind. LOL. i realised i cursed and swore much more than i used to... only on my blog posts tho. and... is it wrong. to like. want to touch them... oh shit. i think it's damn wrong. haha! but like staring and able to feel the glossy pages of the magazine with them in it is like... heaven to me. *dies* what have i become?!
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 5:35 PM
RAINBOWS + Excitement Bottled In Me
oh hi guys!
i've been spending my days tutoring (oh, i've such passion for teaching! cough cough) so it's been just waking up and tutoring and slacking online then sleep. oh well. it's day off for me tmr (or technically today).
hmm. yesterday i discovered that on CDJapan the GazettE's DIM first press is SOLD OUT. i panicked like mad (cos i haven't ordered, i was trying to decide who gives better goodies) and immediately sent my order to Brand-x. PHEW, they still have first press! haha. yay (v^-^v) can't wait for my calendar/poster/cellphone sticker/album to come. HAHA!
then on the way to jer's place today, i kept feeling the urge to listen to this song. I had this song for awhile alr, but i don't know why, i kind of neglected it. then now it's so addictive, i listened for the entire day alr. from the moment i was on the way to jer's place till now. like, NOW. it's still playing. LOL.
oh, what song you ask? it's RAINBOWS by Alice Nine. HAHAHAHA.
Oh, it still sounds good on Youtube... but really, the quality's not doing it justice. My avi version or mp3 sounds soooo much better at 320kbps! Really.
oh there will be a double post (i bet) on today's date cos if i've read correctly, IF, THE INVISIBLE WALL's full song is coming out in like... 6hours? i'm so excited till i can't sleep! and you know what's the best thing? when it's out... i'm at the ICA collecting passport... ZZZ. i'll make sure i listen to it once i can get it!!! (this is where i'm envious of the Japanese, their DOCCOMO can access internet, then they can listen on their mobile anytime! SO GOOD. I WANT! SINGAPORE, DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE) OMG LA, THE PREVIEW HAS LEFT ME NUTS FOR DAYS. i need the real thing, srsly.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 4:46 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
okay. i finally calmed down. HAHA. ok i still can get extremely high about my previous post anytime... but yeah. trying to be back to normal. it's not good to hyperventilate for more than 24hours STRAIGHT. i think i'm so going to die an early death cos the gazette boys take up so much of my oxygen. ok enough fangirl mode.
Eh~ so a few days back i uploaded my new hair. i realised my blog lack my own personal photos. so yeah. Those on my facebook would have already seen this:
mm.. about my hair.. mm... it's Uruha-inspired, i stared and studied his pictures to get an idea what to ask for... i personally think it's too flat. but i need to straighten it out if not my waves will make it look like shit. that's why i don't have that puffy-fluffy volumised, thick hair that he has (btw i think his hair's naturally straight. i rmb seeing one of his unstyled moments)
Uruha stopped having the side spiked looks... and i'm too lazy. So basically this is how i look like when i bother to look good when i go out.
here's another pic... so you guys won't say i'm just linking facebook pictures. both pics taken on 18th june if i rmb correctly. was heading to town to meet sophia karmy and carolyn. Yup.
Okay, how was my birthday (besides that epic gazette news)?
- up till today i've eaten 5 slices of cakes... for different celebrations. - I've received ONE present. from soph,karm and carolyn. (arigato ne!) - Sisters gave me cash (as i've requested) - First to wish me happy birthday through sms: Tee Seong (Aww) - First to wish me on FB: Qinghui - First to wish on MSN: Yuanshan - First to wish me through a phone call (with a song): Tay - First to wish me through a phone call (with song + guitar): Derek - First to wish me through Skype (with song + guitar): Sarah
This year's birthday is... thankfully quiet. As in, yeah a freaking hell good party would be fun, but i'm just thankful that it's peaceful. Too much stuff has happened in the family, i was just praying that my birthday would be forgotten or passed by easily.
To everyone who remembered my birthday, ほんとに、ありがと！ (really, thank you!) 愛してるよ！ (i love you!)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 3:30 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
THE INVISIBLE WALL PV PREVIEW
WARNING: FANGIRL MODE BELOW
TELL ME. IS THIS HOT, OR IS THIS HOT. 30 seconds long and yet it's already captured my eyes my heart my everything!
and Ruki! IS IT JUST ME, or does he bears a resemblance towards Uruha?! the hair, eyes and lips... oh my god. hothothothot.
their sound has grown again. their new PV look and style is choking me, burning me... so f**king hot. AHHHHH! everyone of them looks so hot!!
i am so going to color my hair into Uru's signature color. *abandons platinum Ruki hair plan*
CAN THEY GET ANY BETTER? HELL YEAH. When you think, "this is the best", they come up with an even better one. AGAIN *shot* *nosebleeds* *hyperventilates*
THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 11:36 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
Blogging out of Pure Boredom
Hmmmmm. I've been out these few days... and doing some stuff. Like, alot of stuff but takes up only like a short period of time. So there's not much of an impression to blog about them.. So this post will kinda be like a list of stuff I did. Not much detail to go into.
Friday Hmm. tuition got cancelled. So I didn't head down to tutor Jer and Jafar. Asked Yuanshan if she wanted to meet and head for Kino instead. And so we did! I managed to get the long-awaited NeoGenesis Vol 36! with the GazettE on the cover in their new set. Ahhh. the pictures drove me crazy. Met Yuanshan's friend Shaun later on and we just hung out...... Went Pepper Lunch, HMV, Kino (again), Hong Kong Cafe... Made an agreement to go to Tea Party on Thursday with them.
Saturday Guitar at Paya Lebar in the morning. Nothing much happened... kinda felt angry cos i woke up so freaking early, all tired and everything. After that in the afternoon met cousin. Main highlight of Saturday was Streetfest. Went down with cousin to check it out. Caught a pretty good Versailles Cosplay, took pictures of it (pics up in my FB alr). The crowd was actually pretty small.. i thought it would be more exciting. Not many JRock cosplays too. Mostly still anime cosplays... I think the weather was a big factor (Kudos to the Versailles Cosplayers - they must have been dying in the heat with those elaborate costumes). It was really too hot. Cousin and I left after half an hr or so, sweating. Went to her house, started planning Tokyo itinerary.
Sunday impromptu tea meeting with Tay. mm. that's about it. HAHAHA
how about today? spent my day planning Tokyo itinerary. Almost done i guess. Japanese Kanji/Katakana is driving me nuts, i'm having a headache.
I've got another surprise up my sleeves. HAHA. let's just say this one is more fan-crazed than ever. Halfway done alr. Stay tuned.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 7:11 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
CUT MY HAIR AGAIN. haha. made me happier too... don't know when, but haircuts became therapeutic.
pingpong was with me when i got my haircut. i met her for tea and chatted with her for a few hours. catching up with a friend... ah. :) gonna meet her soon again i think. haha.
no, my hair's still in the same style... but i got rid of the length quite abit. the weather is terrible. i added more layers for volume and dimension too. Woo.
cousin asked me what happened to my plans of getting an authentic japanese haircut along the streets of harajuku.
i replied, "THAT IS THE TIME FOR A REITA CUT"
i think i gave her one of the biggest surprises by saying that... and maybe some of you too. HAHA!
but to look better..... i need to lose some fat. like srsly. esp on my face.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 2:16 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
This is a serious post. please read.
okay, i am going to blog in a more serious tone today. it's still about the gazette, if you friends are wondering. but some things happened today that struck me so i had to say this once and for all. so if you have some regard for me, please read it, and watch the 10min clip at the end.
i know most of you reading this knows my craze for the gazette. i knew from the beginning it will not be easily accepted, i would hear comments that i do not want to hear. some of you accepted that, and you know, have the thought "ah, it'll die over soon" or "u know she'll craze and after awhile it's okay" and i'm glad some of you despite my constant raves about them chose to accept that i have taken an interest in them and respected my choice. whether it will go away or not is another issue. but i thank you for giving me the respect for me to like what i want.
but today, altho it might be a joke, and i heard it a number of times from other people, but it was hurtful for me. Yes, i know. whenever i show photos of Uruha, or when people happen to see my desktop wallpaper, they ask me who the hell is he. "omg he looks like a tranny", "omg why he looks like that is he gay?" etc etc etc. I agree, Uruha can look very feminine. he has such delicate features. but that is the exact same reasons why i admire him. i admire his beauty... sometimes even believing i cannot look as beautiful as him, even when i am female. But i admire his masculine features as well. It is exactly because he has both within him at the same time, i admire him, i envy him, and i lust. honestly, i do. i sometimes cannot help it but think to myself, "how can such a man exist. it's such a punishment to us females?". I remember the first time i watched him play the guitar as well. I didn't know what i was feeling, i just kept staring at him. and his solo just kept repeating in my head.
this doesn't apply to just him... for the rest of the members as well. i admire different aspects of each and everyone of them (yes all of them including kai and aoi altho i do not talk about them as much). and the more i read of their background, and find out about their personality, the more i respect them. this craze may have started out as just some fangirl-screaming kind of thing. but now it has grown and i honestly in my heart admire and respect them for their hard work and determination. How Ruki was once 'disowned' by his father, how Aoi just quitted middle sch half a year before graduation, packed his bag and left for Tokyo with only him and his guitar, how Kai made his own drum set using just magazine and make-do furniture, quitted school and was determined to practise every single day for one whole year.. how uruha self-taught himself guitar to where he is today, and yet still says "somewhere in me.. i still do not see myself as a pro-musician" and how Reita worked his way up to becoming one of the most admired bassist in the VK scene.
i will never have the guts to do what they've done. Not going through the conventional way, working hard to where they are today. They were that determined even when they were in middle school (that's like 12-15yrs old). when i read about how much they went through as a band, i admire them for their guts and tough determination. i will never have enough courage to give up what is the norm.
I'm sure everyone of you out there have something or some person you admire... and you can say other bands worked hard too! yes i agree. i'm not trying to say other people did not work as hard... it's just that i love their music and they influence me. hence i admire them, i enjoy their art, i enjoy their sound, their music. And even up till today they are so humble of their achievements, and even they are amazed at themselves. It's so good to have dreams so clear in front of you, isn't it. i never remembered having such clear goals and dreams of my future from such a young age.
I felt really hurt and alone when no one understood what i felt for them. i bury myself in online communities that gathers their fans but it is sometimes hard for me when i have no one around me physically to share this passion with. and today i don't know what got into me and i really felt saddened. and just randomly after that i found this video, english subbed. it was Ruki speaking at the end of their final concert for their Nameless Liberty Six Guns tour. the band faced some criticism in the middle of the tour, and fans were abit worried. Please watch this video, altho i know he stuttered alot. This is what he had to say to the fans.
I was really touched, and i really wanted to cry (i would have cried if i wasn't outside of my home). This is exactly how i feel. It is not about their fame, or their status. I really, just purely, love their music. This is just how much, i wish to be part of that big 'invisible' family, where we all gather in one place just to listen to their music and enjoy it. i remember the first time i actually listened to their songs... the music kept lingering in my head. i still remember which song was it - Cassis. then it was Reila. it kept lingering... and that was when i knew, this is my new found love. and the song list just grew longer and longer.
After watching that video i didn't really feel that lonely anymore. But all i wish to ask for is that i do want to have a choice in what i want to believe in and love. and for you all to respect me. I wish my passion for them can go on for a very long time. Even if one day the craze dies down, i will remember them for life. Their music brought a turning point into my life. Their sound and lyrics changed and opened up many perspectives and thoughts i have about the world and myself (i know this sounds weird but yes, alot of my thinking has changed rapidly and many things has been happening around me but i don't wish to blog such things in my blog sometimes). Everytime i find the feeling or emotion behind the song or lyrics i am reminded how they are just as human as i am as well. For all that, i truly thank them. When my craze dies down, when i no longer hear the sound of those strings, drums or Ruki's voice in my heart lingering (if this ever happens), i will still remember how they sounded like. and how they made me laugh, smile and cry.
if you don't like them, i'm fine. I just want to enjoy them. and so please. just let me enjoy and savour every moment.
Gazerock is not dead, at least to me.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:00 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Happy 28th Birthday, Uruha-sama!
Today's my favourite guitarist's birthday! Happy birthday, Uruha-san!
and this is the surprise that i've come up with - i designed a new blogskin featuring him and only him. I hope you all like it. the color scheme is inspired by the latest color scheme used for their official homepage.
talking about their new look, i just managed to check out their new outfits/hair/makeup from the latest issue of Neogenesis scans and my oh my! i must say for once, i actually cannot decide whose look i like best! the set this time round is fantastic! it's not hardcore VK for sure, but there's something about that simplified look which makes them look so mysterious..... ooh. i like! hehehe.
Uruha's latest look in the upcoming album DIM
*dies from an overpowering ooze of sexy chest* HAHAHA! well anyway, i hope he'll have a good birthday!
now, i find it amusing that my birthday is 10days after him. i find people sharing same birthdays extremely lucky.. but having a difference of 10 days amusing. i always found it amusing. no idea why.
and i really have no idea how fast my birthday is approaching this year. i think i was so cooped up with the japan trip ever since it was confirmed i didn't see how fast it was coming... and the whirlwind of a level results, applications and stuff. yeah. i really have no idea at all how to celebrate my birthday. haha. oh man.
oh, and i forgot that the GSS is actually on now. like totally forgot its existence. am i woman?! ._.
my brother's back from his op too! wish him a speedy recovery~
more of a everyday life update, i woke up early in the morning for lunch with tay at lot1. ate a hell lot. super full. met yuanshan later on and we chatted and caught up with each other. i haven't seen her for awhile. gonna go visit kinokuniya with her to pick up magazines soon too~ we walked around jp for awhile too. then wanted to catch a movie but the timings wasn't very good... so went home instead. we took a bus tgt and she dropped off at jurong east while i continued all the way home.
don't know why but i feel pretty tired now. must be the waking up in the morning. but wanted to post the layout up asap so stayed up till now. most prob gonna sleep soon! till then, take care till the nxt update people! :)
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:00 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
I cannot contain my excitement
hello peeps. i have a surprise for allllllll of you tomorrow (9june)
on a sidenote, my brother's going for an op in less than 24hours. kor please take care!! i'll see you sooooooooooooon. (:
and i'm lemming for foundations / makeup bases again. sigh! save me from the world of makeup.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 1:20 AM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Tay's 19th and I FOUND IT!
Happy birthday to Tay! went for lunch with her today with yangge and jerrold. did alot of stupid things and laughed the shit out of ourselves. hahahahaha.
I bought like 4 bottles of Muji milk tea home. HAHA. got scolded by my mother for being kiasu. but it's not like i make a trip to muji all the time. so i buy first lorr.
anddddd! I FOUND MY PASSPORT!!!!!!! yay don't need pay fine! :) hahahahahahaha!
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 9:42 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
WOW BEST THING ON EARTH. HURHUR
the first thing i did after busking in tears of joy and happiness is: LOOK FOR MY FREAKING PASSPORT.
this is because! 1. i need a passport to get my ass up the plane to japan 2. my passport is expiring and i need to renew it FAST.
and you know what! i hid my passport so cleverly that i forgot where i hid it. in other words, MY PASSPORT IS LOST (FOR THE MOMENT AND PROBABLY PERMANENTLY)
WAH KILL ME PLEASE. HOW CAN ANYONE BE MORE RETARADED THAN ME NOW.
*goes back searching for it*
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 12:54 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
I GOT IT. THE TICKETS.
i got the tickets. I GOT THE FREAKING TICKETSSSSSS. READ THE E-MAIL BELOW:
CONFIRMED 2 TICKETS AS FOLLOWS. > > THE GazettE > 20JUL 18:00 AT ICHIKAWA BUNKA KAIKAN > TICKET FOR FC MEMBER > 2 TICKETS (SIDE-BY-SIDE) > > WE HAND TICKETS BY 4-5 DAYS PRIOR OF CONCERT. > THEN WILL SHIP TO YOU. > > PLS ADV YOUR HOTEL INFORMATION IN JAPAN. > > THANK YOU VERY MUCH. > > JAPAN EVENT TICKET SHOP
and bloody hell, someone, make me breathe. it's Fanclub-only tickets. i can see my smexy Uruha/Reita/Ruki/Kai/Aoi LIFE-SIZED.
too bad cameras and even handphones not allowed. i'll see with my eyes, listen with my ears, feel and keep the memories in my heart.