Myself
yiting aka LAYLA
♥
nineteen
19 June 199o
anglo-chinese JC
ad2 class of 'o8
NUS FASS
INFP
wlifers@hotmail.com
Adores
ガゼット the GazettE (esp Uruha ♥)
摩天楼オペラ Matenrou Opera (esp You ♥)
JRock
Anime
Artsy Fartsy stuff
sleeping
food
History
Wishlist
Good A Level Results (:
Favourable TIP Assessment
new ipod (:
lose weight
how about losing even more weight
a sheltie puppy
more shoes!
a new bag! or bagssss. (:
NANA Rocking Horse Boots
DSLR!!
Room Revamp
Westlife: Back Home Album
10 Years of Westlife DVD
Westlife: Greatest Hits Tour DVD
anything that is not in my
discography collection yet
Trip to Japan (:
Watch the GazettE live (:
HERESY Membership (:
Sony Ericsson SATIO
or
A DOCOMO!! P-Series esp!
a DEALDESIGN accessory (:
Master my Japanese
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
disarm the dream tickler
went out with maine in the late afternoon/evening today. Eh. bought stuff... despite knowing i should be saving. But oh well. i got some stuff that i deem rather "necessary". but no la, i didn't overspend alot or anything. maine at one point exclaimed i actually gained some practicality ever since i started saving for Japan. haha. awesome.


photos that we took borrowing the superb lighting in the toilet. HAHAHA.
today while on the train to meet maine... i was dozing off. and then i had this tiny dream for a second. i was at my home's doorstep. and that uruha was standing behind me and whispered into my ear, "reila... okaeri (welcome home)"
i think i opened my eyes so wide suddenly that i shocked the lady infront of me... as though i'm some vampire that has awakened. hahaha! but yeah. shit. i'm starting to hallucinate. i self-confess that i'm obssessed with that beautiful man.
but then again if any other gazette member ever did that to me i'll most prob still jump as high as uruha doing it to me. ok so i shall change my sentence. i am obssessed with the gazette, especially that beautiful man Uruha.
yes i am. *smacks head* i need to wake up!! but then this dream is too beautiful to wake up from *____*
recently i've been disturbed by the fact i do not understand how instruments work. all i judge accordingly is through my intuition and feelings. it has reached its limit... or my patience of curiosity has reached its limit. i keep probing on things like how to tell the different guitar parts apart, how do they do this, how do they do that, how did they interpret the music with their instruments with different techniques. how how how. all the technicalities. sure i can read.. but playing an instruments allows a special kind of understanding to be built too, ne? ah. i want to experience that too...
oh and i've been feeling this thingy in me coming back. before i fall asleep i started looking around my room. all i see is emptiness sometimes. and i start to long for someone sleeping beside me again. it's a normal feeling for humans no? but still. sigh.
i wonder if the gazette boys feels that way too. i mean when talking abt past relationships they always relate back to like middle school. THAT IS SO LONG AGO. i wonder throughout if they ever thought of such stuff. i bet they did feel something... at least Ruki did? if not how did he write those lyrics. but then again... oh well.
*gasp* maybe they
are sleeping with each other!!! -screams-
okay. pure imagination of a fangirl.
A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION - 2:22 AM